Would you choose me among them? No you wont. Im sitting here pretending that i was busy. Okay i have to act like im busy just to pleasE YOU IN ORDER to gIve some space for you and your friend. Dear god, you think this is what i should do?
He thought doing the (calming hand rubbing on my lap is a sign of caring but aa aah.. Hes wrong.)
I feel like walking away getting my own space now perhaps staying in the car sleeping haha..,,
I hope that you see right through me.. (taken from one of the songs playing in my mind right now)
I am madly inlove to you. Now we decided to end it cause we dont see the way and where and how it should end.
I am packing my stuff eagerly wanting to move out from where we started, but my heart says no please hang in there.
I am still in hope to see you, to feel your tight hug, to look at you smiling at me.
I am here lying restless keep looking at my phone patiently waiting for your call. Wondering if you're feeling the same.
Deep down i dont wanna give up. I want you.. I want you.. I want you baby.
I love you. :'(
The moment you think it's important. Then someone says lets talk about this later, u felt like uhh, ok. In which, you found out theyre actually busy talking about cars and stuff in the other chat room. Bloggie, do you think i should feel sad and angry? Or i just stop concerning and forget about this. Why should i take it serious when it's not important to him? Or am i just too selfish.. Confused.. :'(
Stress is always there when you cant solve something... I decided to indulge my fav blueberry cheese tart.
Okay, it has been months uurrrmm....think a year or so ive been hiding away from my bloggie :-) .. Well well well, ive been busy of cos n yes this time the title says it all.. Wait i dont know wer to start arrgghh!!! Im stuck.. Hmmm ok wait.. one way is i need to check back wer ive stopped. Alritey guys be back :-) <3
